Thursday, February 28, 2013

I am in big trouble for tonight. But I deserve it!

I feel so bad!   I will take any discipline that my HOH feels I need! 

Today it was all fine.... We were joking around on the phone and then, still while joking, out of my mouth comes, "You freaking Son of a B****" and as soon as it came out of my mouth I was shocked!!!!!!! 

I right away told him I was sorry!!!!! 

He said I am in trouble when he gets home.  He understands I was playing around but still it was disrespectful.  

But we have gotten so close that I am actually NOT dreading this spanking, rather I deserve it and welcome it! 

Before DD I would not have cared that I said that, that it was wrong.   But today was the first day that I actually feel bad that I disrepected him and called him that even though I was playing around and obviously did not mean it!  

I feel TERRIBLE!!  

I told him many times how sorry I was and then sent him an email.   I am NOT trying to get out of discipline at all, instead I deserve every bit of it and I am going to try my best to not move and like last night while being spanked think really hard about why I am being spanked. 

Tarzan, if you are reading this, again I am so sorry!  So sorry!

Please discipline me accordingly because I deserve it!  I deserve the worse discipline that I've had yet!  Writing lines, spanking, corner time, spanking again... Whatever YOU feel is needed as you have 100% control of me because I am yours.   I feel horrible and I NEVER EVER want to slip up like that again.   I am so sorry! 

I love you Tarzan!

Yours forever,
Jane DDlearning


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    1. Thank you Kurt!

      Yes, I remember this particular occasion like yesterday! How horrible!

      Thanks for your post!


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    As I previously pointed out in responding to a separate discussion, the first disciplinary spanking that I ever administered was because a woman old enough to be my mother called me a "bastard." Much to my teenage surprise, that spanking was more effective than I would have dreamed possible.