Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Since we are new to LDD, TTWD lifestyle....... Can anyone offer any tips for me as being a submissive wife, and then also for HOH as being the head of our house. He has has always been the head but I have always lacked respect. (tho now I have a new founded respect for him) Any tips you can give us to contine to make this work will be great! So far these past few weeks has been an amazing journey and has drawn us so much closer together.
Is there any advice you can offer to help me to be more submissve and know my role, and offer HOH to help keep me under control?
We are still full of questions, and still learning so much. We are still reading and trying to apply bits and pieces to our LDD marriage. As the weeks are going by we are finding our way in TTWD.
But there are so many questions! I guess on this road we are traveling we will find our way. Last night the reason I got so many smacks is b/c I kept giggling. He was smacking me hard and it hurt!!!!! BAD!!!! So what happens if it stops havin an effect on me? What if I don't learn to be more submissive? I want to!!!! I want this to work b/c I can not say it enough, the love my husband and I share now is stronger than ever! He sent me a revised list of rules today and they are firm and it made me proud of him, it made me feel taken care of, loved, protected, precious, and valued in his eyes.
He is becoming very firm in his role! And I love that about him, Im afraid tho I am going to be a bit of a challeng! I want to be submissive, I always have! I need someone to hold me accountable! I need and want someone to correct me and take away my control. But I am also a wild, sassy mouth, attitude filled, sarcastic, outspoken, lack of respect, brat at times. I get very moody and I will throw a wall up VERY fast and I will start pushing him away and sometimes I know why, and other times I don't know why. Once I got that wall up, it is hard to break down!