Yikes and Ouch!
Last night was maintenance which we agreed we would do for the next few days because there has been some distancing, mainly from me.
Plus I didn't get everything done on my chore list.
After the maintenance I was crying! He gave me a few minutes to and then I asked to go ahead and do my discipline so we could get it over with.
I am happy to say and proud of myself because I knew it was all coming and so I had the container I bend over in our closest set up with rubber back hair brush, and wooden spoon, and the blind (that opens and closes the blinds) stick ready. I was just in my T-shirt because I had just got out of the shower and I was waiting for him when he got home.
Let me tell you --- the rubber brush HURTS!
Our new way of handling things is working out great for us..... I can not talk while the spanking is happening, and the way we have me positioned he can hold me down. We have also decided that he will stop when he is ready, that I am not going to know how many smacks. With doing all that it takes my control away.
Well then last night I got an attitude, but I didn't see it! I was laughin an playing around, but HOH said that I was being disrespectful even though I was playing around. He warned me but I still didn't see it. So back into the closet we went, rubber hair brush again.
When we came out, I was sittin on the bed and he said he could tell that I still had an attitude. In all honesty I was just playin around with him. Yet he said I was still disrespectful. So back into the bathroom we went. This time instead of our normal spot, I had to bend over the tub and he used the blind rod. When he was done I was still sassy, and I kinda giggled......... Not meaning to....... So he pulled me back in the closet for another round of the rubber brush. This time I tried to relax and think about what he was sayin while I was gettin spanked and he just kept spanking and spanking and finally I saw what he was saying.
After that spanking I saw exactly what he was saying. It took him spanking me a few times to get it into my thick head!!!!!
So, yeah.......... OUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!