Thursday, July 4, 2013
New Rules and Owner likes a red bottom
This pictures says a thousand words!
I think most husbands, once they embrace the DD, TTWD, D/s Lifestyle enjoy seeing our bottoms RED! The might not like having to do it, but I think they do like judging the color and looking at their "handy" work.
Whatever the reason, be it because of displeasure, not obeying, back talking, or simply just because they want to, knowing that it will keep the marriage strong and reminder of who has authority and who is in control they find enjoyment from it in that respect.
My owner finally put together a new list of rules.
Not going to be fun!
I already know I'm in trouble for today.
As much as I hate it, find it embarrassing, and yet at the same time find it a turn on, (which is embarrassing alone) I KNOW its needed. For some reason my body, my brain needs it. I need the accountability, someone who is not afraid to stand up to me, someone is not afraid to say "Ok, get up and go to the closet" for no reason at all and blister my rear! In my brain it resets me, it is a stress relief, and sometimes I feel like the pain that I feel when I'm being spanked is what gives me that relief! I think it takes my mind off of things that is bothering me when I'm on overload.
DD, TTWD, D/s lifestyle is a wonderful way for us.
So while I get what I need (even when I'm trying to talk him out of spanking me) I feel owner gets satisfaction for one spanking me and watching my butt turn red, (when we first started I don't think he liked it that much but as he has fully embraced it, I see it in him) and two the results that come out of our lifestyle.